Well they know now, mother and father. They found my diary and read it. Yea they red it. I know, annoyed my too. It basically said everything about me being bi or whatever and my mums said that I'm spending too much time with Laurena dn I'm nto allowed to sleep at hers or for her to sleep here. It's actually really upset me because that means I will more a less only see her at school then. I can see her afterwards but it's not the same tbh. I'm babysitting for my brother and sister and they are watching a film and this line just came up:
''What difference does it really make where the magic comes from?''
I think thats relevent at the moment because what edifference does it make, boy, girl - really it has nothing to do with them and they have no idea what it's like to have to live with it knowing nobody knows and most of the people will not accept you. Then when they know they expect you to have told them 'of all people' when really they are the last people in the world I wanted to know because I knew how they would react.
I cannot remember a weekend liek this,never ever ever!
First I went to a Hollyoaks Charity Football Match. Just as we got there it started to rain abit but it didn't matter - only drizzle (Y). The match went on blah de blah and the David, who plays Danny was subbed so we started talking to him and he gave me his autograph :D. Then he had to go back on and we were like - Wooooo! hahaa.. Anyway after the game it was proper raining like mad and then it DID matter cos the autographs were smudging.. I got a photo with Ricky[Calvin] and he was really sweet blesss. Then we had to wait till they came out so we did and I met Darren, Warren, Danny, Newt, Calvin[Again] and they were all sweet :D. Then we walked to the interchange and printed out the photgraphs! After that we got the bus to Becki where I had to rush and get ready for Lauren house.
When I got to Lauren's her mum was still getting ready and so we waited for a few mintues. Then we set off, with Jack in the back - With his stinky breathh[pe,eeww]. When we got to the party it was apsolutley huge! Bouncy castle haha, Trampoline, huge tent, cabin and warter slide.. ENOUGH SAID. We just had soo much fun messing about, and dancing madly with Lauren's muma nd dad haha! Then we slept iin the caravan in the garden [12.30-1.00am]. Lauren started shaking weirdly because she was so cold and I tried to warm her up ahah but it didn';t work.. I fell asleep and so did Danni but Lauren didn't sleep at all :O Then when we woke up at about 8 or something, although we didn't get out of bed, Lauren wanted to sleep so we stayed in ebd till ten.. with Danni moaning to go ont eh Trampoline. SO we eventually got up and ten and went on the trampoline in our Pj's ahha! Then we had to clean the caravan out but all my clothes were wet fromt he waterslide and I didn;t have any clean... Then wthe car wouldn't start so we had to push it at the begining.. ARGH! Lauren's mum drove me home eventually and then I ran a bath, ahhhhh.
School was good today, we were having a laugh as usual, seeing everyone blah de blah.. Until it got to lunch time, after tutor period. You see, yesterday Dexter poured juice all over my school top and so I had like a big dirty mark and it like, made me mad. But I didn't get him back or anything so we forgot about it, kinda. The today I poured the tinest big of water on his head, but his afro absorbed it ahha so it dint matter to be honest. THEN he put juice all over my coat again and drenched me so I chased him but the teachers came so I couldn;t do anything which made me REEAALLY mad and then as I was walking off Jonny quirted me wiht it AGAIN which totally pushed it but because the teachers were still thre I didn't do anything. I was so mad it was unreal, if anyone spoek to me I would flip out. I was that angry I could have cried! The strange thing is, its over something totally pathetic! Oh well, busy weelend ahead so should be good! And Dexter better watch out!
We had a really good time yesterday to be quite honest. First we came home from school to out own houses, where I sat and watch like half an episode of XFiles, cos I'm cool.. then Liv rang me telling me that we needed to meet Lauren at asda so I walked up to Liv's house, but when I got there my feet were hurting and I had blisters :( I got a plaster from Liv's and we set of for asda.. When we got there we wondered around asda not doing much and I bought a innocent smoothie from McDonalds.. but nothing else for obvious reasons. Then we decided to go to Marks and Sparks and so Lauren bought some Percy Pigs from there and we wondered outside to find an empty trolly. Enough said. Lauren jumped on and started scooting round the parking lot haha! Then I told her to stop because we would get told off and to do it at asda instead, so we went to asda hills and rolled downt he hills continiously until we felt sick. THEN we walked to Laurens [that made my blisters worse, with the plasters] to go get Meet The Spartens. We got it but he dad wouldn't take us back downa nd Lauren didn;t want to walk to we stayed as hers to watch it, along with M&M's and FOX's - Weey! Then when it finished me and Lauren were play fighting for some reason, and I kicked her ass :D .. Meanwhile Liv was sticking her fingers int eh tank for teh tadpoles to suck haha! Then We started makes orgasm noises because we are childish and so her dad came in and was like waa? So we were like falling ont he floor and laughing. It was wuite halarious. Anyway, great ay.. Love you guyyys <3
